I'm sitting here at 1 am (12/20/2012) and I'm wondering will I be alone for the rest of my life? Will I ever get married? Being alone is one of my greatest fears. I think about it every day. It's scary to think about I haven't even really kissed a boy I mean touching is one thing but kissing is another. Will I be like my aunts and the women in my life no man but very strong and independent. I want to be independent and strong but I want to love to I want to feel what its like to kiss to hug and to feel a comfort that I cannot feel alone or from anybody else. PLEASE LORD help. It seems as though everyone is progressing except me and I'm not looking for sex I'm looking for love and how do I find it. Please Lord Lead me in a path of righteousness where I find someone who I can love. I am honestly scared Lord and I need you more than anything right now. Amen
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