Maybe- drunken decision

So maybe I missed my chance…

Maybe it doesn't matter anymore

Im alone and it seems that's how its gonna be

Big Update

 

Ok so he did text me happy new years which I am extremely happy about lol and ive decided I need to take a big step forward to get the outcome I need.

Resolutions:

• What happened in the past with Curtis should no longer be an excuse not to have relationships and talk and suggest things with boys im grown and I have a lot to offer any body rejection is what helps you grow and I think im coming to realize that. " you never know until you try"
  
• My weight I need to maintain working out my goal weight Is 130 I mean I do like being curvy but i don't want to be this big.
  

 

So ive also been praying everyday about him and I pray God will give me another opportunity and him the courage to approach me and to take away the awkwardness that what ever conversation we have be taken away

AMEN